Originally Posted by
Quinnleigh 
I sh*t scared. Im only just admitting accepting how bad a drunk I am (as Im so high functioning and have managed to fool just about everyone, including myself apparently) and to have to make a Big Plan, as in forever forever... is my stuck point.
The beautiful thing about this is
you don't have to be scared. It's your beast which is sh*tting it. Once you recognise your AV it is easier to dismiss it. There are lots of difficult points in early recovery, like doing anything without alcohol! But all will be well if you just don't drink. It will get better x