I dont know how to say no to alcohol
I feel like a hypocrite, I am a hypocrite! I am a christian but Im still struggling with alcohol! I want to blame my behavior on my husband but its my choice that is deciding my life!! I want to stop!!! I cant! I want to! Being married to someone who wants me to go out with him and dance but for me not to drink, I cant!!! If I say no, we may go opposite dirrections. Theres alot of women that would love to take my place. I know I should trust God but I feel like a failure with Him! I want to change! why dont I even try?