Please help me
Hi, I think I am an alcoholic. I feel the need to drink every day and hide how much i drink from my boyfriend. I am going thru a lot of stress right now. I left my ex boyfriend one year ago and he beat me badly. I have all sorts of emotions about why I was attracted to him, why I took him back after he had beaten me badly, am in a good relationship now .... very good... but still think about the ex every frickin day.
I know my life would be better without booze but i am not ready to give it up yet. How do you successful people handle it? I like drinking. It makes me feel good. I drink every night after my boyfriend goes to sleep (early)
I know I have to stop. I just don't know how.
Please help me.
mary