Originally Posted by
lizatola 
I guess I keep clinging to that one thread, that's slowly becoming skinnier and more worn as the days wear on.
What is that "one thread?" I'm not asking for me, and you don't have to answer me publicly, but I think if you can identify it, examine it closely, you might just have a breakthrough.
I can tell you what kept me hanging on for far too long. It was fear. Not fear of making it on my own, but fear of failure. I saw divorce as failure. I had to do some serious work around that issue before I could get past it. I don't know what the "thread" is for you, but I bet it's just one core issue, one deeply held belief that may not even be true. At least that's what it was for me.
L