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Old 11-09-2012, 03:49 PM
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caligirl71
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Originally Posted by AmandaMcLean View Post
caligirl, I'm in your boat, but at least you've got the guts to actually leave. I'm still too scared. Mine is not only and alcoholic but a drug addict too. Oxy. Quit cold turkey when I busted him about 6 months ago but today I suspect he met a drug dealer and bought some. I'm just so exhausted. Unfortunately mine hasn't gotten a DUI yet (I have no idea how he is so lucky) but sometimes i wish he would thinking it would be the rock bottom for him. But it probably wouldn't. I think rock bottom might be me and my daughter leaving, but I'm too scared to do it.
Well, I haven't actually left yet. It's so easy to say I am going to, but doing it is a different story. I'm scared too! But I know it's something that needs to be done for my kids sanity, and for mine. I'm taking baby steps for now..trying to focus on me, talking to an attorney, looking for work...trying to have a plan of action for a better future...
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