Hi recoverytime - we're so happy you've joined us.
30 days is great. You'll continue to feel better each day.
I know what you mean about the feelings you've numbed with alcohol. Be kind to yourself as you heal - you will sort everything out and put things in perspective. Try not to allow guilt or remorse to set you back. It's not bad to remember where you've come from, but don't be overwhelmed with negativity. This is a great place to talk things out!