Hi everyone,
I have a month of sober time. AVRT is really working and helping. Had had no booze in my house for that period, to avoid tempting the beast.
Tomorow I am replacing my roof shingles before winter. Familly and friends will be here to help tomorow morning. I had to buy food and 24 for my volunteers. I spent the evening with the case in the kitchen. The beast was fully awake. I had a really hard time seperating it's voice from mine. Logic told me IT was not going to Win. All this to say that after the work is finished tomorow the beers left over are leaving my house. I tought I was stronger, I am not yep.
I'm happy I kept the beast in it's cave, but this was NOT easy ;-(
Just a couple, no one will know... Shut up you fu&@"! LOL!
