Originally Posted by
evilk 
I don't really feel like I have all sorts of bad character flaws to correct or think I have a disease. I think drinking makes me want to drink more and makes me sick and make bad choices. I'd love to drink socially, I used to, but find I can't anymore. That's all I know for now.
I think you know a considerable amount, EvilK, more than enough to proceed exactly and precisely as you are doing.
You are most welcome here, there is a lot of support for you on this forum. Please keep posting, OK? Best to you.