I had reservations about going to AA. It's hard to sit through the meetings. Not sure why I am going at this moment other than to say I needed an immeadiate place to go to.
The rhetoric is ... Well ... Rhetoric.
I thought I was perfectly clear with this muddied approach and here you all go kicking up the bottom.
Yes all those activities probably do take place somewhere. I live on the hell hole know as Long Island. I place of few humble folk. I am here for another year or so and then moving on.
I have to say that I would never have seen my addictions in the way I do today had I not come here. So I will say good has come from it. I never would have gotten sober. I am certain.
Things are changing for me. One step at a time. And I don't mean those steps.