I know what you're going through. My favorite post quitting (smoking) thing that I seem to do every time I quit is end up going through my vehicles, my clothes, the house, etc, trying to find cigs I have lost or misplaced, giving myself permission to smoke them if I find any. Thank god I haven't found any this quit
Just keep trying. I quit both smoking and drinking on the 8th of October and by far I miss cigs the most.