I went out for dinner today with a male friend. I think he wants something more than friendship... but the entire time I was thinking its too soon. Not only is it too soon, I can't see myself with anyone else. It hurts. My XAF is sorely missed.
I want him to know I miss him so much and am not seeing anyone else like he thinks I am.
Is there a stage of alcoholism when the addict starts believing things that are untrue? Today he sent another slew of messages but they were very direct like "I know you have cheated on me, it took a while to admit but I have come to terms with it" (?????????) but in the same block of texts he says "I will miss you very much, you were the best thing that ever happened to me. I was the worst thing that ever happened to you"
NO! If you thought I was cheating on you - you wouldn't miss me! It is now starting to become psychosis
