Well, I ended up not going tonight. I planned to go. I figure I can go once and see what it's like, see if it's too much for me right now. I don't have to commit to going all the time. I feel like I should make an attempt to go for his sake. I was really upset by something else that happened today and also feel like I'm coming down with the flu, so I didn't go. I might go next week, I'm not sure.