I am not going to post my husband's clean time again for the following reasons:
1. It's his recovery not mine.
2. Do I really KNOW it to be true?
3. I think it is arrogant for ME to post it. If he wants people to know, he
can join and share it.
4. I want to share MY ESH, not his and....
5. Knowing his clean time, feeds into my hopeful fantasy thinking.
I am making this commitment for me! I enjoy reading the posts from Mother's who are filled with hope when their children are working a recovery program. I enjoy when a RA posts about their own recovery.
I just need to do this for ME. Taking any focus off him, is part of MY recovery.
If you asked me how many days I have been working my recovery, I couldn't answer you to the day. Very telling, IMO!!
