Originally Posted by needtostopnow

justhadenough - I know deep down you are right, and I want to trust that she will still love me, be happier, and be proud of me. I'm just really scared - I remember when we first met and the fun we had (before anything had gotten out of control for me), and it scares me to think "what if she doesn't like this new guy?". Irrational, I know, but such are the things running through my head right now. Your comment about us being the only ones who notice the not drinking thing is helpful, I'd never thought of that. Thank you very much for responding, any dialogue, harsh or not, is so helpful to me right now.