Hahaha pipparina, that's classic! Yeh someone at a meeting tonight also said to me that maybe I am not ready because I have to tell myself I will never drink again in order to get thru it. All I can say right now is for today. I am having a huge issue w projecting but I don't WANT to go back out. If I did, I wouldn't be going to meetings, coming on here and asking so many questions, you know? I know they say "take what you need and leave the rest." So that's what I shall do. I am determined to hang in there and look forward to 90 days. I marked it in my planner today 1) because I am anal like that and 2) it makes me smile when I think of it and it's something I really look forward to.