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Old 10-18-2012, 03:49 PM
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DisplacedGRITS
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it's the alcoholic brain at work. the alcoholic voice speaking loudly. when i'm going though an especially tense or difficult experience i still have that part of me that wants to get smashed to "make my problems go away" even though the rational part of me knows this is a lie. right now, the alcoholic voice in you is so much stronger than your rational voice. it's like the muscle that's been working out and getting strong for so long and is really powerful. the rational voice is a muscle that's been ignored for a long time and it really weak. you've gotta keep working out that rational voice so it's as strong as your alcoholic voice and when you keep working it out and ignoring your alcoholic voice, your rational voice eventually becomes the stronger one. it takes time and practice but it will come. just keep working out.
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