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Old 10-18-2012, 02:44 PM
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KaeHot323
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I was trippin...for real....

Tripping (totally mistaken, wrong, ignorant, having a brain fart....lol)

I was trippin to think that I could drink when my family visited from out of town with no problem stopping....

I was tripping to think that one day wouldn't lead to 8 days drinking while everyone else that participated is already over it and living life again....

I was tripping to think that a month of sobriety would merit me the right to start on destroying my body again....

I was trippin to think that pride should keep me away from SR when I am battling the Vodka entrapment.....

I was tripping to think that I can't get over it this time....

I was tripping to think that with the way I was feeling sober could compare to the way I feel foggy minded.......

I'm just tripping altogether.....but I have hope.....I will get rid of this thing and get back to life again. Sorry to disappoint...especially with my Sobriety songs and poems...that's who I wanna be. Not this girl with the red blotchy face and the miserable feeling waking up to a new day.

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