Tammy, At 5 months I'm in much the same place you are -- I still lack motivation or ambition. I seem unable to feel the emotions of joy, anticipation, passion, and desire properly. One way I look at it is that I burned out a lot of "pleasure circuits" in my brain with my drinking, and it will take a long time for them to regenerate.
Are you having other PAWS-related symptoms such as memory loss and "brain fog?"
Seems to me like you're doing everything right! Keep up the good work!