It's 5 am I'm awake
I am wide awake but not jittery or sick. My stomach is not in knots. Wow. This is cool. I am not drunk. I have to go to work today. I am so scared I will blow it. These past few days have been total misery. I can't throw away what I have started. When I come home tonight I want to be sober. Right now I am at peace. How can I keep this going?