As hard as it may be it will only get harder.Believe me.You dont have children with this man and your future is wide open.Dont wait believing the lies and is that much harder and children are victims as well.If I knew before 5 kids and 10 years of marriage this was what was going to be my life (now 6 kids becasue I believed promises after a yr sober) after 17 yrs marriage I NEVER would have signed up.It has hurt me and the kids so badly.
Im not saying this man will never be ok but he will always be an alcoholic sober or not.Do you want to live with this?