Originally Posted by myfreedom

I wish I could give you an honest answer but I don't have one. I left last year then came back. I know nothing will change and I will probably never feel love for this man again. We have been thru way worse than that incident. A lot of it is fear. I have my roller coaster days every week. One day I can say "ok I am really gonna leave for good" and then two days later I feel I will stick it out alittle while longer. I hate feeling like that but it is the truth.