Thread: Pathetic
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Old 10-12-2012, 08:10 AM
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Sadconfused
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Join Date: Jun 2012
Location: Ky
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I guess it is fear and dread. I am so disgusted and angry. I am so messed up in the head, I go from freaking out because suddenly reality airs in and I realize that something has to change and I don't cope we'll woh change, to angry and upset because he is drunk and pushing buttons, to confident in mu ability to stop all of this and move on, to feeling bad for HIM! Wtf, this is not the way normal people process stuff. Why should I feel bad for someone who is so rude, cold, disrespectiful, and plain out full of hate towards me. I can't so it anymore, I'm tired of the crappy upset stomach i always have and of not being able to move or speak with it getting turned around into an accusation of me doing wrong when I'm not. We just can't live like this anymore. I'm tired I being controlled and manipulated. I'm tired.....
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