Welcome back to SR Azure
As I see it staying sober is a skill building exercise. AVRT will help you as with;
Women for Sobriety, SOS, LifeRing, SMART, CBT, Urge Surfing, DBT and
AVRT (this link is to the 'google book review' that shows a lot of the current RR book)
You can stop drinking now and for good. It helps me to have overall wellness plan that reaches far beyond just not drinking. Plan to make the most of your life and just get to it
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