first - I hate to hear of your dad's illness ~ whether it be real or embellished - it is still painful to deal with the reality of fragileness of our parents ~
second - I hate that your dad doesn't consider your pain in this process ~ that you will go thru some heartbreaking emotions and decisions should these things come to pass
third - enforcing boundaries with my parent(s) is still my greatest challenge in recovery ~ baby steps are better than no steps at all ~
prayers for strength, courage and wisdom to know what is best to take care of YOU!
PINK HUGS,
rita