Pathetic
How pathetic is it that I actually wish ABF would cheat or something because I feel like it would give me a valid excuse to end it? As if the physical and emotional abuse isnt enough or like I really even need an excuse other than I just don't want to be with him anymore. I guess my logic is that if he found some other poor women to drive crazy it would be a lot easier for me to walk away without all the drama and it would make me feel less crappy about it all. Really pathetic....