Hate you have to miss the trip - that must be tough - it's sad when the disease steals joyful things . . .
For me when I would be down about things I didn't get to do because of the active disease, my sponsor suggested I write down ALL the positive things I am getting to do because of recovery -
Not just think of them mentally - but a hard pen & paper list
After writing that - I didn't miss the other stuff so much - the gratitude list was overwhelming ~
Just a suggestion . . .
PINK HUGS,
Rita