The Beast is visiting too much...
I have been doing well in my sobriety. I am so happy to have found AVRT. But, for some reason I am getting these very vivid thoughts about drinking again. They scare the heck out of me. They make me question the "and I never will".
I think I am good now (right now), but am concerned my alcohol thoughts were gone for so many weeks and now all of a sudden I get these strong pulls.
I recognize that the thoughts are The Beast, but my retaliation seems dimmed.
Anyway, good for now, but was hoping The Beast would be more tamed by now.
:-\