Hi BF!
I wanted to say hello. I'm in ohio too. Been there, done that with the OMVI, did the weekend "retreat" at the hotel.
When I had my "incident" I was in my early 20's, now 10 years later I am still dealing with my issues, nothing to crazy, still functioning and living life. I'm still working on "acceptance" and that fact I would be better off sober.
I'd be a lier to not admit it is a struggle. Good luck....there is a solution
So many signs we get that we have a problem and we choose to ignore.