It does get better! I've always been extremely pissed when I first stop drinking. I'm mad at the whole world because of a choice
I decided to make! My longest time sober in the last year was 30 days ( I'm praying I won't ever have to say that again) but each time I have tried it gets much easier after the first week. Especially after the first weekend or whenever you would have normally drank.
Keep posting and reading, try not to hit the dog
You can do this!!