Strawberry ... I haven't been on here in a while but I saw your answer to my post on the grieving forum. My heart is breaking for you. I'm so sorry you had to be the one to find him and go through that terrible ordeal.
I am sending you lots of love and prayers right now. So glad you were able to have some good quality time at the end. Please cherish that --- I'm there with everyone else walking beside you ...
Big hugs and lots of love