Today is day 4 for me and so far I have been doing well...first couple of days were rough, yesterday I was distant and anxious. The last 2 days I can't stop eating, I feel like a cow and I don't like people. I don't want to hear them or see them. I usually talk to my boyfriend several times a day but his voice bothers me. My sons chewing bothers me. I want to kick the dog and I have never been violent and love my dog. I hate my house, I hate my hair...everything. I want to scream and tell everyone to f off. This is totally not my nature. Is this really who I am?? Was I masking my true self or is this withdrawal. I generally am so easy going, love and care for everyone. I feel like I causing different harm now instead of drinking because I am snotty and short tempered. What do I do and will it go away. Please help...much thanks
