Thank you for your post, Lucy. I wouldn't listen to others who say your drinking habits are "normal" for someone of your age. You are concerned for yourself most likely because there is reason to be. Also, people who don't have a problem with alcohol certainly aren't going to understand your situation. Take a step back from drinking for awhile. Since you say you don't drink often (once every other week), why not try abstaining for, say, one month or more and see how you feel and think? Speaking from experience (I'm 45 days sober) I can honestly tell you that the obsessing over drinking that used to consume me is competely gone and it is a HUGE weight off my shoulders. Good luck to you.
