After reading all of your posts and giving this some thought, I had an idea.
Maybe I'm not so tired of following rules - maybe I'm just tired of following everyone else's rules.
Maybe if I sit down and think about it and make my own set of rules that make sense for me, I won't resent following them.
Maybe I should write my own rule book. I'm unique - different from everyone else. I'm the one who knows what I should and shouldn't do. Maybe if I don't follow a rule and someone else doesn't like it - who cares?
I'm still thinking about this but all of you have given me valuable food for thought. Thanks so much.
L