Old 09-30-2012, 05:14 AM
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Elisabeth888
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In my experience, no.

The last time I relapsed about 70 days ago, I didn't get blindly drunk. But the next day I was filled with fear and panic. The anxiety is something I would wish on no one. It was indescribable. I know that I can't drink. Maybe it is my conscience, but I don't think that is the whole story. I truly think I am allergic. After one night of four mixed drinks I was gagging in the morning. And I was thinking about drinking to make it go away. I have reminded myself of these facts when the thought of a drink sounds good to me.
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