Faithlove

I'm so glad you are reaching out for help. I would also recommend taking a look around the Friends and Family of Substance Abusers or Alcoholics threads. There's a wealth of information on the Stickies at the top of the threads. More importantly, there are many, many people who have been where you are and care about you. They have certainly helped me begin to find my way out of the madness of being married to an addict.

(((hugs))) It's hard to live like this.