I don't know if I'm done drinking. That's the kind of thing that can only be proven on your deathbed.
It's a pithy thing to say but I think there's dozens of people here who'd argue with you - me included
I've lived sober now for a long time - not as long as the time I spent drinking, but long enough. I know which way is better...I don't need to pick which way I want to be on my deathbed...or which life I'd rather look back on.
What I do know is that, even after only a month of sobriety, my desire to drink had gone considerably less.
be careful with that - I would take 'time off'...feel at peace with my decision...then decide that a drink would be ok....
I forgot - the reason why I was at peace was I wasn't drinking
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