Oh Florence, so very sorry. You sound pretty calm and resolved, but I want to send a hug to the part of you that feels this loss.
We're all here for you. You're very brave, and you've been working very hard and it shows. So feel yourself supported by all of us here who do understand some of what you're going through. The day will dawn a little brighter, and you will carry on.
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