Wow - maybe we should "judge" our own lives instead of blantently whipping those who are trying to find their way.... In THEIR OWN TIME....!!???
My apologies to the original poster. You need to find your answer in your own time... keep posting even if it is "repetitive" and you're going in circles.
You'll find your answer some day without the help of animated donkey flogging or random quotes from other members.
This is YOUR journey. No one else's.
Hugs