Having a weird day
Don't know whats going on with me today. My moods are all over the place and I feel quite emotional.
Its day 5 for me and the first 4 were great and now today I feel really unsettled. I just spoke to an old friend, my best friend. He has no idea of what I'm going through and I really wanted to tell him but I just couldn't and now I feel completely flat. To be honest I came close to tears.
The only people who know that I've got a drink problem and that I am suffering with depression is you lot!
I would like to share this someone but I dont know who I can trust.
I think my first 4 days were easy, now all of a sudden I feel lost and distant. I have know intention of drinking, I just feel really low.