Sober 4 days i think..
Hello to everyone! Just trying to stay busy. Going through the nasty stuff, shaking, hallucinating, angry BUT today I'm sober and emotional but so thrilled to be here so I can be the best wife,mom, daughter to my awesome family. I was watching Intervention earlier and the counselor told the family that when the alcoholic father feels bad, he drinks but when they feel bad, they just continue to feel bad. Got me thinking..I've always tried to isolate myself from others so they couldn't see the inner ugliness. Drunken, bipolar b.s. I DESERVE to feel good and my family most certainly does. I'm scared but more scared of drinking again. My goal this week-come here every day, read and post. Even if just for a few minutes. The horizon whispered the sun today and I have SR to thank. Lets ALL be sober and healthy and enjoy the moment that isn't always there...XXXXXOOOOOOOO!!!