I knew I needed to do something about my drinking for many years...And I didn't do anything until I was ready....I needed every drink I had to know I'd had enough....Lost it all...Wife, House, Job....Everything....You know what I did about it?....I did what you posted in June of 2011....But I did it in July of 2011....And I haven't had a drink since. Sounds like you know what the plan is...You just need the action to make it happen....Because trust me....It can get worse.