I just read this today and thought it fit in this thread. I'll paste it below - love Shel Silverstein.
I can really relate to LTD's posts because they are really reflective of my experiences too and I see some of that in this thread (like with being mad when you came home).
I wonder though if some of the acceptance is maybe just acceptance of yourself, your decisions, the place you are at right now. It is OK. You can make any decision that is best for you in this moment - don't be so hard on yourself.
The Voice ... By Shel Silverstein
There is a voice inside of you
That whispers all day long,
“I feel that this is right for me,
I know that this is wrong.”
No teacher, preacher, parent, friend
Or wise man can decide
What’s right for you– – just listen to
The voice that speaks inside.