Good for you AG for figuring things out! You can still join our class of September if you'd like. Since your in school, I'll bet there's free counseling from stress management. Mi did that when I was in school and it really helped. This was back before I was a full blown alcoholic. Also, in terms of the calculus, ugh! I had major issues with my physics class, and so I got a free tutor through the school, and that really helped. We did all the homework together. Maybe they have peer tutoring where you are too. Just a suggestion.