I sorry you feel so upset with us here. But I just give it to you kinda straight. 99% have probably tried "tapering" off our Drug Of Choice. And I would care to bet it didnt work for at least 95%. We are alcoholics and addicts.
For me I could try tapering and that would last a couple days to a a couple weeks, but no matter what somwhere in that time, I would say f*** it and go overboard, to always be right back where I began..
I hope you stick around support here is priceless.