RayBro

One thing I learned early in my life was never to plan. Plans have a nasty habit of unravelling in front of your eyes and leaving you feeling foolish. As I said, I was a soldier for a long time, Planning was done for me. The adjustment to civillian life came hard. My so-called friends vanished overnight and all I had left were memories and drink. I suppose I still have the "why me " syndrome quite bad but I am willing to change. In my time I have both given and taken life. I am not afraid to die but what scares me is the memories my children and grandchildren will have of me.