Auvers, the more I think about your post, the more it is making me wonder. I hope you don't mind if I pose a question of my own to the experienced posters here...
I keep reading on this site about there being a difference between staying sober and being recovered; a difference between dry and sober; the need to do the "real" work after getting sober.
Question: Does the program that shall not be named believe that anyone is ever "recovered?"
Auvers, congrats on your months of sobriety!