Well now its a 3 week binge, things keep getting worse. I have to fix myself. Ive tried to do this on my own but its very lonely since my wife kicked me out. I didnt get the job, no wonder. I have to do something. The only rehab in the area is the local hospital and Ive been there. Its like prison, and yes I know its all rough but they put you on lithium and after your fine they say well you have to come off the lithium now. BS they just want my money. I was fine after that for years. Yes I need AA, and have been before but I cant do this anymore. Its to much by myself. I have a script for klonipin and an anti seizer med for bi polar. But doing this by myself is just to hard.. at my wits end
