Instant, what a great statement "Alcohol is not a performance enhancing drug" boy is that the truth...
Threshhold, sorry you had to go through that. Such a bummer hoping for a good call and getting that instead. I wish he'd sober up with you, as it sounds like you still have feelings for him and want him to get help. You never know, that might happen in the future. For now, you may have to just file him away under "not right now" and keep him out of your way. You can always let him know you'll be there to help if he decides to get sober.