Originally Posted by
ReadyAndAble 
I dunno. Could that be you projecting your own lack of confidence? Which in itself would be a form of AV, but one you can control. In fact, I think you can control all of it; the Beast is nothing without you. It can't attack you unless you let it.
Hmm. I'm not sure I want to "control" my Beast, or my AV, you know? There is something about that that does not settle well with me. The Beast is desire, and my AV is a normal experience, and having "control" to the point of whether or not I'm "attacked" is not something I think I want... power corrupts kinda thing...
I dunno.
I understand my Beast up as being up and about doing its thing, and my AV as being same old same old. There is something to be said for common place experiences as in knowing my Beast and my AV in simplistic means and ways.
"Control" sounds too energetic for me, lol.