hurting
I am hurting so badly.........seeing my brother as helpless as he is just lying in the bed.......he had his 41st birthday on Friday.........he use to be so strong......I wanted to tell him it was okay to go.....I would understand and I loved him very much.......but I just cant let go.......God how this hurts.....my dad is hurting so bad.....and seeing him cry is unbearable......Its been nine months now.......I want my best bud to just give me a hug.....and tell me that he loves me back.......
I need something right now........and I dont know what......and i know that I have to pull the inner strenght that I have from somewhere and move on.......but I dont know how.........